Friday, September 26, 2008

thank you

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I just wanted to say thank you for all the words of love that i had extended to me, it actually made me teary and touched my heart.. so thank you, it is such a special feeling to know that i am not alone, and when i feel i am that is when i have to work extra hard to remember i am not.


I am so very lucky and flying off to Europe tomorrow and my camera is coming too and lets see what is happening in some of the most gorgeous cities in the world!!

i will be reporting so lets see what the Messiah gets up 2!!

First off though, i think my 1st video will be of my partner laughing at me in turbulence,, it scares the union jack colours off me!! ;-)

I am going to get better at blogging!!

I will be really interested to know what others do when you feel in a situation that you are powerless over, how do you practice acceptance and let go?

Monday, September 15, 2008

Feeling afraid

I feel afraid today!! i feel afraid to be me.. not sure what that means.. but i do feel afraid. I'm afraid of things going wrong if i'm me, I know so much in my head that this is such Bollocks but not sure how to let go and be true to myself????

Thank you for listening x




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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

acceptance is the answer

Thank you so much for your reply's :-) I'm doing good and hope everyone who reads this is doing great!! I have just been to the NSW gallery to hear a talk on the Lost Buddha's and it totally reminded me how wonderful it is to be still and together inside. I have been practicing Buddhism now for about 3 years off and on and i'm trying to get back in the routine of getting up half an hour early, reading some Dharma (Buddha's teachings) having a simple breathing meditation for just a few minutes and reading my favorite paragraph on acceptance, which starts .. Acceptance is the answer to all my problems today, when i am disturbed it is because i find some person, place thing or situation, some fact of my life unacceptable to me, and i can find no serenity until i accept that person, place, thing or situation as being exactly the way it is meant to be at this moment.. i love that it just reminds me to breath, accept and enjoy cos really whatever is happening is happening, just cos i don't like it, isn't going to change anything, but what i can change is my mind and how i look at the situation..

PS does anyone know where i can find some helium balloons in the cbd??? but if you see my partner, please don't tell her it is for a surprise!!!

Wishing you a great day!!





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